#it's been so long since I've written fanfiction and im so excited about this

[twin-disaster-tutel-brainrot]

So me and SeeD have been working on fic and comic ideas for like two months now I think? And there's a scene I wrote in the middle of November for a fic, and then scrapped that fic idea, so I'm left with only that one scene. I still really like the scene and wanna use it, but I could not for the life of me think where it could fit.

I went over our ideas again today and finally found one where the scene fit. And not only does it fit, it makes more sense there than in the original idea XD

It's gonna make it so much easier to write the rest of that idea with a scene already existing so I'm hoping to find time this week to work on it and hopefully finish a first draft. You got the first page is SeeD's Size Upgrade AU, you might get the first fic in the Series of one-shots we're working on :D

[mouthfulloftoothpasterry]

Hiii I got back a few days ago from my trip!! I'll try to think of some interesting stories, only thing I can think of atm is seeing a naked guy in the street

Anywhooo your new job sounds exciting, how's it been so far??

And yeah I've thought that before that Gary does kinda give me that love you always read about in fanfics, like yours for example. Which speaking of, I'm so excited to read a new 70s harry blurb! Makes sense that your concept tropes have been coming up lately bc before I left for my trip, I started rereading some so maybe everyone's been getting in that same mood lately. But I'm so excited to read it, it looks good so far and considering I've been on break from school and on vacation and I haven't seen Gary in a little over a month I understand that missing of your bf pretty well 😶

Anywhooo I hope your doing good!!

- 🍓

HIIII im so happy to hear from you! I hope your trip was amazing beside seeing a naked man in the streets.... im scared tbh why tf was he naked 😭😭😭

I haven't officially started my job yet bc they are still setting up some of the store like setting up the back for Tarot readings and classes and stuff so hopefully it'll be soon! I go in there like everyday bc I'm like best friends with the 60 year old owner 😭

AHH I'm nervous about the 70's Harry blurb just bc I haven't written in so long and I'm worried it's way too horny 😭😭😭 but that's just the kind of people they are 😩

AND PARDON??? Don't think I didn't see that last part young lady 🤨 you better not be getting freaky with Gary

No im totally playing I'm manifesting you're getting freaky with Gary! I like to live vicariously through you since you have the fanfiction boyfriend everyone deserves

Other that what we've already talked about I'm pretty good! I've been pretty busy recently, all of my free time is taken up with summer classes, reading, and crocheting for the farmers market and it's been nice to stay so busy. How are you???,

[superfanficnatural]

Thanks so much for tagging me babes! My gosh it's been so freaking long since I've done something like this so this is kinda exciting LMAO

last song: funnily enough Koroba by Tiwa Savage (I was shaking ass last night before I fell asleep ok)

favorite color: green (not because of Dean Winchesters eyes AT ALL)

last book: does fanfiction count? 😭 I'm in the middle of reading both the first book in the darkest minds series as well as a book called don't believe everything you think. I genuinely cannot remember the last book I finished that wasn't alternatively related to school, don't make fun of me 🥲

last movie: this has just made me realize I have not seen a movie in weeks because I have been doing nothing but binging I think 8 or 9 shows at the same time I'm throwing out uhhh speak no evil (girl clean up isle MY PANTS I got up and my seat at the movie theater was SOAKED... James McAvoy the man that you are 😩)

last tv show: strictly speaking the vampire diaries as I am doing a rewatch but I also am currently in the middle of rewatching the 100 at the same time

sweet/spicy/savory: savory and sweet are geniune equals for me because I need savory for my meal and I need sweet for after. I have the most insane sweet tooth after every meal I genuinely go feral for something sweet I think I have a vitamin deficiency or something who knows but I also do like spicy

relationship status: Honestly I sat and stared at this and my annoyance grew I hate that this question is on here 😭 IM SINGLE PER THE NORM

last thing I googled: "how long would a full watch of the matrix take" because I have recently come to find out my bestie hasn't seen the movies so I am preparing to culturally educate them

current obsession: apparently I'm a man of culture because this assumes a person can only have one obsession at a time but I have several hundred I fear, and that is only counting the men 😔 but for now I shall say Star Wars for my recent fic because I have created nearly enough content for two extra books after of completely original content that I'm super excited for... just need to actually get to the writing of it...

looking forward to: can I cheat and say... the writing to the above statement... ok no to give another answer that's also in the realm of tumblr something I'm currently looking forward to is the emergence of new writers who write for male readers and beyond. I also wish there to be more gender neutral, along with trans representation among others of course but to selfishly say what I'd like it would definitely be centered around male readers. I also don't mind if they are written from the perspective of someone outside of the male identity as long as they are accurate in their writings (which, I guess if y'all see this pls come to me I will happily help with any info if it means I get more fics lol). Ok sorry about that lowkey rant? Was kinda on my mind lol.

Again thank you so much for tagging me in this @hintsofhoney !! Love you babes! And I since I don't know everyone who has been tagged in the previous ones so far sorry if I repeat you but throwing out a few names here! @flamencodiva @magssteenkamp @sams-sass @jensengirl83 also anyone else who sees this and would like to join in! I'd love to get to know my followers/mutuals/new people that come across this!

Ten people I’d like to get to know better ᯓᡣ𐭩

tagged by @winchestergirl2 & restarting the thread bc the other one was loooong 😆 thanks for the tag babe 💕

last song: drag me down by one direction

favorite color: light pink or light yellow or sage green

last book: currently reading twisted games and obsessed with Rhys Larsen

last movie: devil wears prada

last tv show: castle

sweet/spicy/savory: sweet or savory depending on the day!!

relationship status: married

last thing I googled: “that 70s show cast” (laura prepon was in my last castle episode I had to make sure it was her lmao)

current obsession: reentering my 1d era 😔✊🏼 but also rhys larsen

looking forward to: the holidays!!

tagging @makeadealwithdean @wayward-dreamer @superfanficnatural @emoryhemsworth and whoever else wants to join!!

[earthh2jadee]

if you kissed me - Rodrick Heffley | 1.9k

Yeah yeah i know i haven't written since a million years ago. and yeah yeah i know this is my first real fanfiction i posted on tumblr. fair warning, i'm not the best writer, i honestly just do this for fun and i'm totally up to criticism because i do want to make my writing better. if this is literally inaccurate, im sorry its been like 5 years since i've read the books. Anyway, I hope you enjoy this fluff-fest that I created in the span of a few hours.

paring: rodrick x reader genre: fluff. lots of fluff

Credits to the maker of the picture! 15 Days till the Contest | 9:42 PM, Saturday

Plick, plick, plick

My speakers were blasting so loud I almost didn’t hear the sound of pebbles hitting my window.

Plick, plick, plick

I rubbed my eyes and slammed my laptop shut, walking toward my bedroom window. Peering down, I saw a figure a few yards down from my second-story bedroom, looking back up at me. Dark brown, messy hair that stuck up around his face. A red and black flannel, black ripped jeans, and, (of course) a tee-shirt with “Loded Diper” clumsily written on it. A grin spread on his face as he saw my face come into his view, causing me to blush. Rodrick Heffley, Crossland High bad boy, and my boyfriend.

I unlocked the latch to my window and stuck my head out, taking in the cool air and letting the neighbors enjoy the music I was playing (they never did). I looked down.

“Y/N!” He whisper-yelled

“Evening, Heffley.”

“I need to tell you something!”

“What’s so important that you have to scratch my window instead of using the power of modern technology to call me?”

His mouth opened to give me a response, but nothing came out. I smirked, “Come on up.”

I opened the window wider as he climbed the trellis that lined the back of my house. I backed up to my door and locked it. Precautions, my parents liked Rodrick but they definitely wouldn’t approve of him in my room at night. I looked back and I saw him, every feature of him illuminated by the light of my room. His cheeky smile and chocolate brown eyes. He slowly closed the window and walked toward me, brushing a strand of hair out of my face. I still got butterflies whenever he touched me.

“Hey, Spiderman. What did ya climb in here to tell me?” I asked

“I got Loded Diper into a contest.”

My eyes widened, Loded Diper, my boyfriend’s rock band, wasn’t exactly known for being the best. It was mostly known for his mom’s insane dance moves during the Plainview Talent Show. But of course, i'll never say that in front of his face.

“You did?! That’s awesome Rodrick!”

“Yeah! It's a battle of the bands contest, we’re going against two other bands. I really think this is gonna be our big break!” His eyes sparkled in excitement.

His happiness was contagious, he was like a goddamn puppy. I pulled him into my arms. “I’m proud of you Rod.” I muttered and smiled into his collarbone. I felt him inhale the scent of my hair and twirl my locks around his fingers.

“Hey,” he said, breaking the hug. “I’m having practice tomorrow with the band, you wanna come?”

“Sure. I go to every practice anyway, why miss out on this one?” I shrugged.

He chuckled and looked at me. Really looked at me. That’s one of the reasons why I fell for him. It never seemed like it, but he paid attention. We’ve only been dating for 4 months, but he knew me like no one else did, and I knew that in the way he looked at me. I felt his hand cup my face, his thumb rubbing my cheek in small circles. I looked up at him, noticing how tall he was, how close he was. Was I the one who leaned in? Was he the one who leaned in? Did we just do it subconsciously? Did he want this? Was he ready? Was I ready?

The ringing of Rodrick’s phone filled the room. The daze we were trapped in was gone and we separated, our faces red. Rodrick picked up the phone, it was his mom.

“Yeah, mom? Mom...I’m in the middle of something. I’ll do laundry later, ok? Now? C’mon… Alright, fine. Bye.” He hung up. “Sorry, I gotta blast.”

“It’s fine, I’ll see you tomorrow?” I asked him as he started toward my window.

He looked back at me and planted a kiss on my forehead, the farthest we’ve ever gone with physical touch as a couple.

“Tomorrow”

~~✰✰✰~~

14 Days till the Contest | 1:22 PM, Saturday afternoon

“Should we take it from the top?”

Practice wasn’t going so well. I could feel the nervousness, the tension. Drums were slightly off beat, the guitarist’s fingers would fly to the wrong places on the fretboard, lyrics would go all over the place. The contest was two weeks away, and Loded Diper was already feeling the anxiousness. I sat on the floor of the garage, on top of a picnic blanket I found. To Rodrick’s dismay, his mom forced him to let Greg watch band practice, as a form of “brother-to-brother bonding time.” Greg sat next to me, mockingly covering his ears.

“Oh thank god, it's done.” Greg said with an immense amount of sarcasm and uncovering his ears.

Rodrick threw a crumpled-up piece of paper at his head, “Shut up.”

“Both of you, be nice.” I laughed. “I think you guys should take a break for a while, maybe shake off the nerves.”

“Good idea Y/N, 20 minute break everyone!” The lead singer said. Everyone spread out, grabbing a piece of pizza ordered earlier and laying down. Greg ran out of the garage, yelling, “I’m free!”

Rodrick stood up and began gulping down a bottle of water. He wore a black tanktop and black ripped jeans, sweat dripping down his forehead. I ran up behind him and wrapped my arms around his torso. He turned and faced me, running his hands through my hair, lost in thought.

“You ok, Rod?” I asked him.

He sighed, “nerves”

I leaned my head on his chest, “You’re gonna do great, you’ve done so many gigs in the past. Think of this as one of those!”

He smiled at me, “You know what would make me feel a lot less nervous?”

“Oh god. What?”

A really common thing Rodrick did was try to bargain a kiss on the lips from me. It's been an ongoing joke, a meaningless bit he did all the time. I’ll do my homework if you kissed me on the lips. I’ll smile in the picture if you kissed me on the lips. It still hasn’t worked.

“I might be less nervous if you kissed me on the lips.” He whispered to me.

I rolled my eyes, “If that’s what it takes then I think you’ll lose the competition.”

He let go of me and laughed, my favorite laugh. “Worth a try.” He shrugged, going off to join his bandmates and the pizza. But as I watched him smile and laugh with his friends, I lost myself. I thought about the previous night. The way we fit into each other, the closeness, the fact that was so close that I could see my reflection in his eyes.

Maybe I should just say yes.

~~✰✰✰~~

The Day of the Contest

For the past 2 weeks, Rodrick has given me the “kiss-bargain” joke 9 times. Every time, I deflected it with sarcastic remarks, and every time I regretted not agreeing.

I sat on the front steps of my porch, waiting for Rodrick to pick me up. I regretted the jean shorts and plain black tee-shirt I had on, as a cold breeze brushed my skin. I pulled my black leather jacket on, which I painted “Loded Diper” on the back in white paint. Then, I heard it. The echo of heavy metal turned to full blast, and… the faint sound of something big getting knocked over. Oh god, they’re here. The white van with “Loded Diper” written in huge words screeched to a halt in front of my house.

The window rolled down, revealing my boyfriend and his excited grin. “Get in.”

~~✰✰✰~~

30 minutes till Loded Diper preforms

It felt surreal to be backstage, and really exciting. Energy was flowing through the room, as all the other bands talked and played. The rest of the band members seemed excited, full of adrenaline. Except for Rodrick, he’s been nervous ever since soundcheck. His leg was bouncing,he twirled his drumsticks around, drumming them on random objects, and his eyes stared into nothing.

“Rodrick, you want me to do your eyeliner?”

“Huh?” He didn’t take his eyes away from the ground, his voice seemed far away.

I lifted a liquid eyeliner pen I had in my pocket, “Eyeliner. I just did mine, we can match!”

He lifted his head and noticed me. I had my eyeliner smudged, just like he always does during a gig. He grinned, “Yeah. Yeah sure.”

I’ve done his eyeliner many times in the past, and I loved doing it because I had to be as close to him as possible. So I hopped onto his lap, pressing myself close to him, trying to comfort him with my warmth.

“Close your eyes.” I ordered.

As I applied his eyeliner, I could feel his heartbeat against my chest. It was heavy, and fast. I’m pretty sure I would still hear it if I wasn’t as close to him as I was, even though the loud music blasting through the theatre.

“Done”

He opened his eyes, and butterflies flooded my stomach. We were close. Very close. Should I do it? Should I lean in?

Rodrick probably sensed my flustered-ness. He smirked, “Cat got your tongue?”

I rolled my eyes, blushing hard. “Shut up.” I said, playfully punching him.

~~✰✰✰~~

“5 Minutes until Loded Diper performs!” A man exclaimed to us.

Rodrick was as nervous as ever. We’ve been standing on the left wing of the stage, watching the other bands play. It felt like a bunch of Loded Diper copy-pastes. A bunch of high schoolers, weird names, very aggressive playing. But they were still pretty good. Rodrick was biting the nails of one of his hands and tapping his other hand on the wall behind him. I looked up at him and held his hand, stopping it from fidgeting. He smiled nervously.

Now or never Y/N…

“Hey, you said that if I kiss you, you won’t be as nervous. Right?”

He looked at me, wide eyed. He seemed to be trying to compute what I said.

I stood on tiptoe and put his face in my hands. It was that night all over again. Every detail of his face, of him was in full view. His eyes, his eyeliner, his scent, his lips. I leaned in.

His lips were soft against mine, but they were tense, flustered. I was terrified, It was the wrong place, the wrong time. Until I felt one hand in my hair, another on my waist, pulling me closer.

How long was the kiss? A few seconds? It felt like minutes, hours. Sparked ignited. Butterflies flew in my stomach. His scent was the only thing I smelled, his warmth was the only thing I felt. The music faded away. Everything faded away. It was just him and I. Until we broke apart, taking in deep breaths of each other. We wanted more, but Loded Diper was playing in a few seconds.

“Hey, Rodrick.”

“Yeah?”

“If you win I’ll kiss you again”

We both knew I would kiss him regardless.

I didn't edit this because editing is for wimps (just kidding be responsible and edit your work)

please like and reblog because it gives me serotonin and i need that

[onthemerits]

About Me

Kelz // any pronouns // 22 // entp // sag-taurus-leo // ao3 writer // queer genderfluid // chronically ill + disabled // american grad student // dysfunctional academic // theory bitch // formerly "phd in procrastination"

I am a fairly new addition to the Marauders fandom, but I've been in fandom spaces since I first got internet access. I've been writing fanfiction since 2013. I'm now back on Tumblr for the first time in years (yes this is a new account)

i have a degree in gender & sexuality studies. no, my phd is not related. yes, you can ask about it

About my Content

marauders // (jegulus) // (black brothers) // hozier // taylor swift // sapphic history // poetry // queer theory // random books // buffy the vampire slayer (au purposes)

broad content warning: most (if not all) of my written work will have content about anxiety, depression, suicidal ideation, and abusive family dynamics

ao3 wips:

aught of the sublime: rated m, expecting 350k words; updated 12/10, tbd but not abandoned

Regulus is a closeted Death Eater with familial trauma and a broken moral compass; James is a messy baby gay with anxiety and a hero complex; They work together to protect two of their closest friends from certain death; They hunt Horcruxes; They fall in love. In that order. focuses on jegulus, pandalily, and sirius & regulus with some wolfstar, rosekiller, dorlene, marylily, jily

fates and stars aligned: rated m, expecting 15k words; updated 11/18, tbd tryna finish it soon

It’s June of 1981 and Regulus and Remus work together to expose Peter as a rat. focuses on regulus & remus, regulus & sirius with some jegulus, wolfstar, jily

fangs and false gods: rated e with mcd, expecting >500k words, not posted yet, but my main focus

(Not posted yet) Buffy the Vampire Slayer AU:

“In every generation there is a chosen one. She alone will stand against the vampires, the demons, and the forces of darkness. She is the slayer.”

When James contracts a mysterious illness, he is forced to drop out of university and move with his parents to Godric's Hollow for his health. As he begins classes at Gryffindor Community College and befriends Lily and Remus (some local nerds), he begins to learn about the oddly bloody history of such an innocuous town. All seems well, though, until an earthquake plunges Godric's Hollow into complete chaos. James' parents go missing, his friends clearly know more than they're letting on, and a mysterious stranger named Sirius Black seems to think that James has some supernatural ability that shouldn't belong to him. As if that weren't enough, a whole host of creatures are moving in and they're all talking of The Dark Lord...

OR

Between the so-called "watchers council," sexy vampires, and dark magic, can James save his parents AND fulfill the sacred duty of the Chosen One? Stay tuned to find out

the ships will come in stages of focus: wolfstar will be first, jegulus will be the focus eventually, and lily will have like 3 different focus relationships

(sorry for the long ffg blurb i am just SO EXCITED and i really enjoy writing wolfstar main, it turns out... i'm gonna start posting it once im at around 50k words)

[atlaese]

Hi, love,

very excited for the Spencer fic coming our way. It's been far too long since I've indulged myself in some blissful Reid fanfiction. I hope you're doing alright now? I have read your post the other day about your anxiety symptoms getting bad again, and felt even worse for not taking action in providing help/comfort. (Not that I'd be able to add anything beneficial to the equation, but still...) I was conflicted about whether or not it was my business interfering/interacting with your personal venting on here. (+ if you even wanted people to comment on that post at all)

I sincerely apologise, and hope you're, at least now, having a somewhat pleasant day, mental health-, as well as physical health-wise.

PS: I think your blog title should be "im wind", not "am". At least grammatically, but if it's based on anything I don't know, and therefore is deliberately written that way, I've not mentioned a word.

-love letter anon

aah, hi my love!! i missed talking to you, i was actually thinking about you this week and almost posted something about you :).

i'm so glad you're excited for the fic! it's a super self-indulgent, cliche, fluffy piece, so nothing special really, but i'm so excited to write for spencer again! i'm trying to write a fitting end to it now, so in the next hour or so, i might publish it :).

Thank you, but unfortunately, my anxiety hasn't really eased up yet.. i have a huge presentation on wednesday, so i hope that after i'll finally get some relief. and no worries, i just needed to vent somewhere, so please don't feel pressured to ever react or feel like it's your responsibility to help :). sometimes it helps to shout something into the void and put my feelings into words. but your caring words and just knowing that you were a bit worried mean so much to me!

i hope you're doing well, too, both mentally and physically. the short, cold and dark days aren't good for anyone, so please take special care of yourself <3 you're too important not to.

ooh, i felt like something was off! it's from this song though, so maybe i misheard or the artist just took creative liberty?